:)

llénala de sol, llénala de mi...

Just let me be!

One thing is clear
I wear a halo
I wear a halo when you look at me
But standing from here
You wouldn’t say so
You wouldn’t say so if you were me

S-au adunat multe in perioada asta, lucruri pe care am incercat sa le acopar mintindu-ma ca sunt OK, dar acum explodeaza toate odata iar un nor de tristete si realitate sta deasupra lor. Vroiam doar sa simt ca poate fi bine fara nici o schimbare, dar niciodata nu e de ajuns. Mereu e nevoie inca de ceva,aa..si paote inca ceva, dar stai..mai trebuie si asta!
Si simt ca mi-am pierdut controlul...tot ce pot face e sa sper ca voi avea putere sa merg impotriva vantului si sa nu ies prea "sifonata".

[E clar pentru mine!]

Happiness

Supremul sentiment spre care toata lumea ascede...Filosofii au abordat aceasta tema inca din cele mai vechi timpuri, creand pareri controversate asupra modului in care ne raportam la acest sentiment unic. Blaise Pascal, in "Cugetari" vorbeste despre fericire ca fiind ceva la care se ajunge doar atunci cand esti impacat cu "propria mizerie", iar ca majoritatea lucrurilor este "un ceva" relativ. Nu toti cunoastem/ vom cunoaste fericirea in acelasi fel,prin aceleasi si datorita acelorasi lucruri, dar stiinta ca exista ne cuprinde sufletul si tanjim dupa el, ca si cand toata viata noastra ar depinde de aceasta realizare caci "daca n-ar exista fericirea altora nici nu ne-am sinchisi de nefericirea noastra". Fericirea este traita cu atat mai mult cu cat suntem la un nivel superior fata de sistemul de valori, de oameni la care ne raportam si daca se intampla sa nu reusim sa atingem acest tel, viata noastra devine lipsita de sens.
Desi fiecare dintre noi ar trebui sa aiba propriul lui sistem de raportare, tindem sa avem unul comun, lucru ce implica in mod inconstient atingerea unei fericiri "artificiale".

[You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.]

12 poem

I am a dreamy child
I am the one who smiles
I am gentle like a touch of a soap bubble
I am a person who listens to the flowers' song
I am the one who dances to the moon's melody
I am daring like a waterfall
I am sensible like the lake's surface
I am the one who tries to understand herself
I am the one who loves to live and lives to love
I am counting the days
I am me

Make it mine

Wake up everyone
How can you sleep at a time like this?
Unless the dreamer is the real you
Listen to your voice
The one that tells you to taste past the tip of your tongue
Leap and the net will appear

I don't wanna wake before
The dream is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes, I... I wanna own it
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes, I'll make it all mine

I keep my life on a heavy rotation
Requesting that it's lifting you up
Up, up and away
And over to a table at the gratitude café

And I am finally there
And all the angels they'll be singing
Ah la la la ah la la la I la la la la love this

And timing's everything,
and this time there's plenty
I am balancing,
Careful and steady,
And reveling in energy that everyone's emitting

Well, I don't wanna wait no more
Oh, I wanna celebrate the whole world
I'm gonna make it mine
Because I'm following your joy

Maybe this is my time

E cald! E cald si e bine! Suspicios de bine...
Am trecut la etapa de reamenajare...si deja simt aerul proaspat din mine. E racoros dar cald...ma simt in viata, optimista, puternica.
Daca ma vei vedea zburand sa nu te mire!
Voi fi doar eu!
[cum ar fi sa ne aruncam in cer ca in mare?]